when heart flying away

okeh..seems like my blog is dying~~aigoo~~i din update it 4 such a long time..ern..
lets get started... yesterday, its the last time i meet her since she moves to kl dy..gotta see her soon..gonna miss u gal..

the rain just now had stopped. the smell of asphalt is floating around here.
hey there, the weather is fine already??does it show any changes??
for the weather has cleared up from the west and since you're not a morning person. everyday, will you be able to wake up properly? face the day with ease. im still worried about things like that, it may devastating your life! the spreading sky, the freedom although it changed right now but you're not here anymore. if you become honest surely you'll be able to understand each other. you'll get along with her in a moment dear. yeah!trust me. please open your heart. the path you have come is definitely an important step to that future. the light up street was glowing beautifully. remember, everyone lives, carrying their own worry, desperately holding theit broken heart n if you become more kind you'll be able to love each other. lets get overs those entwined anxieties and loneliness. i know in your heart, all you got is pain..yeah..same here dear.
could it be that you play a game, to lose her you cant maintain. sunlight, moonlight she lit your life. realize in the night while love shines brighter.....


*herm..you take care keyh.. lol...speechless dy laa..ern...love u...<3

eyes never lie

yeah...today i gotta know which classes i'll be next year...n so do others...haizzz...kind of disappointed i felt after all...after all my trial ive done b4..its juz like doesnt worth at all but i gotta feeling dat im never end all these juz like dis....arghhh!!!!dont know....all those suck feeling keep on encapsulates me....gah!!!its fucking terrified.....bye2.....yaya ..da new yaya...chaiyok!!

GUYS,
DA FIFTH FORMER
LETS WORK ON IT
OUR AIM
10A

benci+sakit hati=pecah ! ! !

Never allow anyone to rain on your parade and thus cast a pall of gloom and defeat on the entire day. Remember that no talent, no self-denial, no brains, no character, are required to set up in the fault- finding business. Nothing external can have any power over you unless you permit it. Your time is too precious to be sacrificed in wasted days ... See Morecombating the menial forces of hate, jealously, and envy. Guard your fragile life carefully. Only God can shape a flower, but any foolish child can pull it to pieces.

dis is da 2nd time u send me dis one...hehehe..yeah appreciate it maaa....erm....but still i hate them....even they r my parents...gaj@@

Many people hold onto a grudge because it offers the illusion of power and a perverse feeling of security. But in fact, we are held hostage by our anger. It is never too late to forgive. But you can forgive too soon. I am especially wary of what I call "saintly forgiveness." Premature forgiveness is common among people who avoid conflict. They're ... See Moreafraid of their own anger and the anger of others. But their forgiveness is false. Their anger goes underground. I define forgiving as letting someone back into your heart. This returns us to a loving state -- and not merely within the relationship -- we feel good about ourselves and the world. True forgiveness isn't easy, but it transforms us significantly. To forgive is to love and to feel worthy of love. In that sense, it is always worthwhile.
Dear.. Herm..

herm..pia....u know meh how much i love tkd,,
more then anytihng rite....yeah!!i cant....i just cant being a saint n easily forgive them...i cant...they tore my heart apart..they smashed it down, they let me fall....

Things cannot always go your way. Learn to accept in silence the minor aggravations, cultivate the gift of taciturnity and consume your own smoke with an extra draught of hard work, so that those about you may not be annoyed with the dust and soot of your complaints.
Change the changeable, accept the unchangeable, and remove yourself from the ... See Moreunacceptable.
"Parents are usually more careful to bestow knowledge on their children rather than virtue, the art of speaking well rather than doing well; but their manners should be of the greatest concern."
I know you love tkd dear..
I really do..

yeah4.....erm...but they dun have solid reasons to stop me from goin to melaka...this is my last chance to go spar out of kelantan...gah!!!wtf!!

Dear.. Your life is not meaningfull..
This is just one of the moment.
Bout this, i'm sorry it hurt you..
But,
Life is an Adventure... Dare it ... See More
Life is a Beauty... Praise it
Life is a Challenge... Meet it
Life is a Duty... Perform it
Life is a Love... Enjoy it
Life is a Tragedy... Face it
Life is a Struggle... Fight it
Life is a Promise... Fulfill it
Life is a Game... Play it
Life is a Gift... Accept it
Life is a Journey... Complete it
Life is a Mystery... Unfold it
Life is a Goal... Achieve it
Life is an Opportunity... Take it
Life is a Puzzle... Solve it
Life is a Song... Sing it
Life is a Sorrow... Overcome it
Life is a Spirit...

hurm.....pia, u helped me a lot....thnx a lot..
but 4 da time being im still cant accept wat they had done to me...ive been livin in tears lately...everytime i see their face hatred burst out...my tears started to flowed down without any hint...i juz can walk away n locked in my room...n ive let all da tears fall down...no one to cmform me....

Herm.. Dear, take your time..
For now, try to
calm down..
I knöw its hurt.. But, aftr u calm down, try to think slowly..
Now, myb u cnt forgve ur parents first.... See More
Bt,i hope u cn..
I hope..

hurm....yeah....me too..
i hope....but dis is da 2nd time they done to me..
da feelin is da same...da hatred keep on increasing in me..
as if like they dont mean a thng to me..4 now..
haozzz...thnx pia...

*hurm....dis is how life toying us....ya allah....kuatkan lah semangatku...ampunilah segala dosa2ku...*

jgn sombong bila cantik

Setiap orang adalah unik. Setiap orang ada kelebihan dan kekekurangannya yang tertentu. Tidak ada manusia yang sempurna kecuali Rasululluh s.a.w kerana baginda telah ditentukan maksum. Selebihnya tidak terkecualai daripada sifat lemah, buruk, hina, sakit san bermacam-macam perkara lagi. Anda tidak perlu berasa susah hati lantaran gemuk, tidak menarik, terlalu rendah malah cacat. Biar bagaimana keadaan anda, anda tetap unik dan tanpa anda alam ini tidak sempurna.

Memang ALLAH menjadikan manusia pelbagai rupa dan gaya. Disitulah berkuasanya ALLAH. Dia berhak dan mampu berbuat apa saja mengikut kehendak-Nya. Kita memang tidak ada pilihan untuk mempersoal itu ini, mempertikai itu ini. Anda mungkin berasa rendah hati melihat kekurangan-kekurangan yang ada pada diri anda.

Nah, anggap ia satu kelebihan. Jika anda sangka anda buruk, ia satu kelebihan yang tiada pada orang cantik. Anda sangka kecantikan sentiasa membawa untung? Tidak, tidak selalunya begitu. Kadang-kadang kecantikan memusnahkan. Setelah anda dikenali sebagai cantik, ketakutan anda terhadap keburukan lebih besar daripada jika anda semulajadinya buruk. Orang cantik fobia menjadi buruk. Setiap kedutan di wajah akan dirawat dan setiap kedutan begitu menyusahkan dirinya. Saat menjadi buruk pasti tiba, bagaimanakah perasan si cantik meghadapi hari tua mereka? Bukankah rasa susah yang tiada kesudahan?

Kadang-kadang seekor semut diberikan sayap oleh ALLAH supaya dia boleh terbang dan menerjah api. Samalah halnya, kadang-kadang seseorang manusia itu diberikan kecantikan supaya dengan kecantikan itu dia boleh berbuat sebanyak-banyak mungkar untuk diberikan balasan setimpal di Akhirat. Tontonlah filem atau drama-drama di TV. Kisah hidup orang cantik selalunya penuh duri. Jika anda buruk setidak-tidaknya anda bebas rasa riak dan takbur. Penghuni neraka kebanyakkannya wanita sebagaimana disabdakan Rasullah s.a.w wanita itu tentu yang cantik tapi gagal memahami untuk apa kecantikan itu diberikan ALLAH kepadanya. Dan wanita itu tidak terkecuali juga yang buruk sebab dia berterus-terusan saja mempertikaikan kerja TUHAN.

Siapakah wanita penghuni syurga itu, barangkali yang cantik dan dia sentiasa faham kecantikan itu ukuran manusia . Cantik pada pandanagn ALLAH adalah ketaatannya terhadap semua perintah dan laragan ALLAH. Barangkali juga yang buruk tapi dia faham ALLAH tidak memandang rupa paras tapi apa yang ada di dalam hatinya. Wahai orang cantik, orang buruk, orang rendah, orang cacat, semuanya itu hanyalah ukuran manusia dan ukuran manuisa selalunya sasar. Hargai diri anda sebab kewujudan anda mambuktikan kekuasaan ALLAH!

*KECANTIKAN ABADI TELETAK PADA KETINGGIAN ILMU DAN ADAB BUKAN PADA PAKAIAN DAN WAJAHNYA...*.....
BERKAWAN LAH DGN SMUA WAJAH,,,X KIRA BURUK ATAU CANTIK...
*ni amik kat iluvislam...bace laa

weeiii

hehe...yaya??bila kau nk pkai bnda ni...nmpk girly skit....weeiii......
i prefer guys selipar most.....like i wear now....

erm....jatuh cinta pada pandangan pertama...tp x nk kowt~~

ha!!yg ni mmg la nk....huhuhu....

ni??get dis one soon......

olso....soon....huhuhu.....

crying is better than gritted our teeth

ok...first of all...yaya, calm down..
ok..peeps keep on saying dat imma *manja*(tcer mahani n fatma)..weeeiii~~~
but for me...im not!guys~~yeah.. imma da last chldren among us..since im only have 2 sisters, no wnder 4 me to acted dis way...at least im being myself n im neva trying n fucking proud to be another of me..yeah...dat shit!!

i barely can hold back my tears...i just cant!!my eye's vein wont allowed me~~GOD!!
gives me strenght ...yeah!im a tough girl...i get snsitive over a certain thngs..ya im not going to list it all here but i would say dat i'll cry wif ease over certain thing only..orait!!here, i'll come up wif two characters...wif same name but totally not da same person...they are amir..both name amir...aigoo~~~wth!!da first amir dat i know since last year said *yaya, asl ko senang sangat nangis??*..lol...amir, seriously i dont have any proper answer 4 yur quest...i vehemently rejected one of my thought...imma not going to blame my brain cell 4 saying first amir kind of very cruel GUY 4 asking me wif such a quest..4 sure he got an alibi 4 accused me dat way...yeah..he know me well SOMETIMES...amir, 4 me crying is better than im gritting my teeth hold my tears from fallin apart!! i found peace, relief after doing so...ok...we go to 2nd amir...i get to know him ...er???when eh??owh yeah..i get to know him on dis exuberant year...he's da only guy dat looked me while im sparing recently besides of han...han!!thnx 4 being there while im really need u..thnx 4 all the guard u helped me wear n wif dat spray thing when my leg got clashed wif my opponent...kamsahamida~~~toce3~~dis 2nd amir said *yaya, u r da strongest girl im ever met. u owez stand up even u got beat hardly by yur opponent!!(yeah..dis is wat he really say..those word stick to me well)*...thnx 4 dat compliment anyway...i wont cry no matter how hurted i am..bcos i love doin dat thng...i wont cry 4 da thng dat i make them up!!i wont involoved others..i rmmbered when my leg got a very big bruise after had a sparing wif syarifah..man!!its blue n red!yeah,,,bruise...i keep on hiding it from my mom..i pretended i can walk well even it killing me...till she ask me, *x sakit ker kaki tu??*..ngee~~~i cant show it to her since i dun want to be a burden to her..its enough 4 her to keep on worrying on my stdy only~~mom!!please...let me hurt bcos of taekwondo..ive been drowned in tears just because of those nostalgia that keep on flowed in me...

*wat i want to deduce here is cry if u felt so...dun tyring to hold it since u know its haunted u...
n please dun ever judged a peeps if u dnt know her/his well..dun ever said *manja la die*only bcos she/he crying easily*

ai cuo aka wrong love

ngee~~~kalu aku x letak aka wrong love there msti sapeah akan msg n ckp 'ENG PLEASE'...NGAHAHAHA....padan mke cik sapeah....jom kita memperkasakan aka memperkasa(x tau mane satu betol laa) lagi bahasa ibunda kita, BAHASA MELAYSIA...

ok ok...sekarang sudah pom masuk zon bercuti..jadi inilah masa yang sesuai untuk kita mengulangkaji pelajaran!!!(bak kata cikgu ablah)...*babbling??*..haihh...

erm....baiklah..ape yang dapat saya simpulkan daripada kenyataan di atas...ai cuo....yeah...
pelajar zaman sekarang ni sikit2 nak bercinta aka kapel...bagi mereka kapel ini merupakan salah satu kewajipan bagi mereka utk memperoleh sesuatu kepuasan..ape jenis kepuasan??mereka sendiri x dapat mncari jawapannya di setiap genap cerak hati mereka...amalan berkapel ini menjadi satu jalan alternatif bagi remaja yang masih di bangku sekolah utk memdapat satu jenis yg dipanggil "they gain fame by doing this"..mereka merasa diri mereka dihargai, disayangi, disanjungi..apakah benar semua perasaan yg mereka rasa itu atau hanya cuma mainan syaitan durjana yang cuba menyesatkan manusia ke kancah kehinaan!!mereka dikurniakan akal fikiran utk berfikir tp mengapa tidak mereka gunakannya ??mengapa mesti nafsu serakah yg mengawal mereka, yg menjadi ikutan mereka?? ibu bapa tidak memberi kasih sayang sepenuhnya??perkara ini mungkin jua terjadi...mereka tidak memperoleh ilmu agama secukupnya??nah!!ape guna pergi kelas kafa??namun, bagi mereka yang 'kapel'..tidak mengapa..cuma ape yang ingin sy tekankan di sini ialah kapel tu biarlah berpada-pada..janganlah sesekali kamu mendekata zina!!jaga maruha kamu bila bersama insan yang berlainan jantina..ape yang salah dalam knsep berkapel ini ialah, kamu cuba menghalalkan perkara yang haram dalam sebuah ikatan yang tidak sah..lepaskan semuanya dalam ikatan sah iaitu perkahwinan...jika sekarang anda telah berpegang sini sana,..pernahkan anda berfikir,,,di mana kemanisan malam pertama jika semuanyer anda telah pegang....kepal itutak salah tapi masih ada batasnya...jika ada masalah jangan seretnya ke dalam pelajaran anda..kadang2, kapel ni juga boleh merosotkan pelajaran kita,..jadi pandai-pandailah yer mengimbangi antara 2 perkara ini....yeah.....cinta yang mereka temui ini hanya lah sejenis cinta yang menjerat diri mereka sndri..oleh sbb itulah sy mmberi tajuk keluaran kali ini ai cuo....

*ngee~~~my intentions were good...please dun get me wrong..*